Ugh....!

So I finally slept, like really slept.
It felt...quite astounding actually. My body is still coming to, and I wish I had slept longer but the heat woke me. I detest summer, it's just too damn hot--I hate it.
Ummm, I think I'm going to finish "Customer Service" right now, I was going to make it twenty-five chapters, but twenty-three is a better number and I could probably finish it now, also--I don't really care for that story anymore. My inspiration for that life, that joy I used to feel has subsided--died weeks ago. But I'm sure if you all read it again, you can tell just when it ended, and where the fiction began. Now I feel obligated to keep writing, but that's okay because I'm on the last chapter.
Last night I was helping Bree work on some cross-words, they are so hard!!!! But I actually enjoyed it.
I just want to think out loud for a second, if you'll bear with me.
Customer Service:The Slow Downfall of Happiness
Dead Elephant
Confessions of a Teenage Zombie
Dollface

So I have four romances [more or less], and I've got to admit--I'm over the whole romance thing. It's really become something that aggravates me, and I'm sure that the underlining hatred can be felt in Customer Service, well I can see it at least.
I think I need to go hermit for a few weeks, at least until I can get into school--that way I'm not tempted to spend any unnecessary amount of money. On the one hand, I could get away with that seeing as how my car is getting worse and might soon explode, but on the other--with my luck Liz will pass her driving test [finally] and get a car and want to hangout more often. This is, of course, just hypothetical--maybe once a month would she want to really hangout, and my car could probably last a few more months--hopefully.
Shit, I still feel tired maybe I should wait a little while before beginning my last chapter. I don't want to compromise the bitter-sweet ending with my temporary lack of judgment.
I dunno what story I will start after tomorrow, I was thinking about a new one--something I've never mentioned before on blogger but have been writing for a little while. But I'm not sure if I'd actually enjoy writing it continuously or if it should just be a one-shot. That and I don't know if I want to acknowledge that aspect of my personality. Well, we'll just have to wait and see, won't we?
Yes, yes. I will take a little bit of a nap--I just hope I don't actually end up sleeping too long--then I wouldn't have the time to write.
Liz should text me today--don't you all think so? But not like her normal, mainly just responsive--temperamental texting. She should do what she did last night, ask me some questions and stuff! It helps with that issue both Ben and I are having, which I dunno who suffers more, him or me. Looks like only time will tell.
Until we meet again,

-Sir Jestro