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slam bag crash couldnt stop the pain it just kept coming like a waterfall beating down on me and now im blocked up stopped halted im disoriented cant get my head around it its funny really how you become so used to all those things sleep eat shit fuck work play sleep again eat fuck shit work play sleep less eat more shit more fuck less work more play less sleep less eat more shit more fuck even less work more play less when i get low on sleep i make an ass of myself i say a lot of stupid things i regret seconds after saying then wonder why should i regret them maybe theyre some extension of the truth in some form but fuck it the less i think about the less of a problem itll be i can go days without seeing a face i wish i could fuck off all the eyes fuck you judging stare fuck you arrogant glance fuck you confused look youre all pathetic and wasting my time you can cram all your self centered bullshit up your asses just go on fucking each other until the mass intelligence is in the double digits well all be inbred until were all deformed mutants with extra limbs that dont do shit its a different kind of pain feeling like youre dying a dying breed one of the last of something that was once special but its worse to find yourself changing conforming to something other than yourself its sad almost how much ive begun to hate all of this when i look at it it feels like im watching someone elses views i understand them but question my choices but still ill wait ill wait as long as it takes the pay off will be more than worth it an investment that pays for itself as you grow old in the comfort of your own home i feel sick fuck off or the next one will have underscores i remember why i hate the majority of humans my job is killing me on the inside

-Sir Jestro