...Please...

I wonder if it would, at all, be possible to abstain from conversing with you, just for a day. Much like a test. A test of my own self will. As a way of acknowledging my problem. Then I might be able to abolish my self appointed obedience, my bent and broken ethics. Those intangible rules I've bent for you.
Oh, how the pain runs deep. If the issues should increase, or keep at their steady pace I will be forced to suggest an ultimatum; for myself because I would never want to force you to choose.
Don't bother texting me, today will be my day of silence.
If you respect me at all, please enjoy your day and toss your phone aside. How technology was created to make our lives more luxurious and yet, we find ourselves more bound to them than each other. I despise myself for falling so far down the food chain.

I really wish I could sleep.

-Sir Jestro