Sunday, October 04, 2009

None Story

So I've finished up a few stories in the past couple of weeks. And I apologize to my loving readers for not posting every night. School has started again, meaning that since this is my aunt's work computer, I don't have full access to it. I have, however stopped working nights at CVS. Let me try that one again.
I no longer am employed by CVS, so my nights are free should I choose for them to be.
I talked to my best friend a few weeks ago about not wanting to start any new stories until I've finished the ones [for the most part] that I'm currently writing. Stories such as SFG Remixed as well as season two will continue regardless on what else I'm writing. Stories such as The Seventh Bowl and Dollface will also continue regardless, only much slower than SFG due to the fact that I have much higher standards for those two stories than my others.
I miss writing often, but I don't, however, miss writing mostly mediocre stuff with the occasional amazing chapter.
Take for instance Customer Service. At the beginning I was sprung, in love, completely smitten but as the story progressed I lost those feelings, for a multitude of reasons. And most of you know me very well, I really do have a large capacity for love, there are so many things in this earth that I love, people [women included] are one of them. So despite the fact that my love life is for all purposes dead, that doesn't mean I don't still harbor such feelings towards you-know-who.
On that note, I wondered how odd it would be for me to go back and read Customer Service again. Would it perhaps spark some of those dead feelings back to life? And would the same thing happen to you-know-who if she were to read it again? And then I stop my thinking right there. I've learned not to cut myself with such silly thoughts.
Back to my work.
I still have several one shots to begin as well as others to finish. But I'm not going to rush them. Take for example, Six Bullets I didn't rush that one, it actually took me a few weeks to write, and I am very proud of it. As well as most of my other shorts.
So I only have to finish Becky and Clown and I believe all my current endeavors will be complete [with the exception of the above mentioned novels]. I really want to write something amazing, so I'm going to officially begin brainstorming a new thriller, or I guess you would call it sci-fi [I'm thinking along the same lines as Nightmare Stare and The Rabbit's Foot]. If any of you have suggestions please let me know [So Elizabeth, if you're reading text me your idea, even if it's "idk fool *pOw*"].
I'm tired, but a good tired. Like I'm exhausted, and I'm excited by that.
Oh, now to tell you all about the books I'm currently reading. I took a break from alternating between books, an idea I had for accomplishing more, to focus on reading just one. I'm currently focusing on Eclipse, part three of the Twilight saga by Stephanie Meyer. Then I'm going to read Cut, I don't remember who wrote that one, but it's tiny so I'm confident I can finish it quickly. Then I'm going to give Kevin his book The Name of the Wind back, only because [as good as it is] I would rather read other books that I own myself.
Well, I am tired yet again so I'm off to bed. Fare well, all of you.
I love you.
-Sir Jestro

1 comment:

Special K said...

I wish writing could help to get me past things like it does for you. I'm jealous. I just tried it, I think it only made me more depressed. Oh well, I guess I'll find my release somewhere... hopefully.